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Monday 19 December 2011

ohh my god ! T_T






.. like usual aku tejage pagi pagi and can't stop from thingking kau dgn perempuan tuu ..
ohh gosh ! please help me ..
give me strenght so i can go on with my life .. :'(
ape yang aku kene buat nie ya allah ! T__T
he's on my mind in all day all the time ..
i can't stop from thingking about him .. 
not him ... them ! :'(


korang fikir laa .. aku tak boleh nak buat ape ape langsongg tau takkk ..
they keep disturbing my mind ! T_T
dari mule mule aku dapat tau pasal dorang sampai laa sekarangg ..
da 3 hari aku tak boleh tido ! T_T
nak tido .. teringadd ..
tejage .. teringadd .. :'(
takde sape paham ! T_T
mama pun perasan aku macam lain ..
mama pena tanye ..
'haii .. dah lame tak gayott'
mama please ... jgn cakap camtu ..
sedihh tau takk ..
sedihh sebab tau dea da tak gayot dgn aku tapi da gayot dgn perempuan tu skrg T_T
bile aku macam diam ..
temenungg ..
mama mesti cakap .
'putus cinta laa tu' T_T
aku tak cite pun kat mama pasal tuu ..
hati ibu kann ..
walaupun anak dea tak cakap pape ..
diorang boleh rase :'(


how lucky she is .. zul bolehh suke dea ..
hmm :'(
sume yang dea pena , dea akan , dea selalu buat kat aku sekarang dea buat kat perempuan tuu ..
that's what yang kacau pikiran aku ! T_T
the way he treat you .. that's what i miss so fucking damn much ! T_T
you will never understand me !


ok .. and now i'm crying while typing this -,-
belom cube belom tau kann ..
aku akan try try and keep trying ! :'(
you waste my tears so much zul ! :'(
aku taktau macam mane kau boleh so fast bukak hati kau kat pompuan tuu ..
you not that type of guy ! i knew that !  T__T
hmm ..
it's all my fault :'(
niat aku baikk ..
aku just nak jujur gn kau and taknak ade rahsia pape lagi dengan kauu :'(
taktau plak it would turn out this way :'(
taktau plak kau macam nie ..
timah kate .. kau kate kalau taylor swift buat benda tu pown kau akan benci dea ! :'(
ok . that was a big big big big big big bigggg mistake T_T
and kau seems benci gile ! T_T
zul .. tolongg laaa bagi i second chance   T_T
macam lagu nie .. one more time :')


you engad laa balik semuanye .. T_T
u nak i engad kan u kee ?? 
ok .. i engad kann u :'(


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engad kann macam mane kte kenal dulu ?
dua dua malu sebab kite mmg tak kenal :')
i yang tegur u dulu ..
engad kan kat bulatan kat mid tuu ??
tempat first kite mulekan conversation kite .. :')
i tanye u skola mane ..
engadd kann ? :'D


u engadd kan .. i diam je bile tgok u , farinah , adeeb gn man becakap ..
i diam sbb i engad u suke farinah ! :'D
u cakap u pandang i ..
sumpahh .. i tak perasan langsungg ! :'D
u engad cermin tempat i betulkan tudung and u try spec  NERD tuu ! :'D
u cakap u bukan tengok u .. tapi u tengokk i .. tapi i khusyuk betulkan tudungg ! :'D
engadd takk ? :'D


u engadd time kite main bowlingg for the first time .. *sorry banyak snagad pekataan "engadd takk' -,-
i mean for the first time kite maen bowling same same :')
i dgn adeeb , u dengan farinah ..
korg kalah kann ?
u kene blanje aiskrim kann ?? u engad takk ?? :'D
tapi sampai sekarangg u tak blanje blanje lagi :(
u kate u nak blanje tutti frutti kann ?? :'D
u engadd takk ??
u da janji tauuu :'D
lepas abis kite maen bowlingg ..
kite sume tuka tuka num fon , tuka tuka fb :'D
engadd takk ??
u mintakk fb i .. tapi takk mintakk num i ? :'D
balikk tu .. u text i..
first mecej u ..
'salam , dah sampai shah alam ke'
u engadd takk ?
i simpann lagi tauu ! :'D
u engad kan ..
lepas tu kite mecej non stop sampai laa esok nye .. sampai laa kedit i abess ..
u engadd takk ? :'D


ade satu hari tuu .. kite mecej2 then i sakett perot gile gile !
u engadd takk ?
time i senggugot tuu ..
haha .. u panikk macam i nak  besalinn !
siap search kat intenet ape nak buat .. haha :'D


ohhmygod zul  T_T .. i rendu sangaddd kat uu .. u tau takk ! :'(


lagiii .. mm .. u engadd takk mase u nak mintak declaire dgn i tuu ??
haha .. neves macam nak pegy menikahh jee .. :'D
u engadd kan u cakap  
'pasti .. i never forget .. peristiwa paling bermakna dalam hidup i'
u engad takk sayanggg ?? :')
u engadd takk . dulu u selalu cakap u rendu i ? :')
sekarang u buat i macam nie .. u tak contact i ..
u takk rendu kat i keee  ??  :'(


u engadd kan .. dulu u selalu tunggu i tido . baru u tido ;'D
bile i suro u tido u kate 
'i only asleep when u sleep . cuz i have no reason to be awake if u sleep'
u engad kann ?? :'D
morning sunshinee ?? morning sweetheart ??
selamat pagi sayanggg .. 
u engadd takk ?? da lame u tak sent kat i kann :'D


still remember waktu u patah kaki dulu ??
semua sebab i kann ..
sebab i u bawak hp ..
sebab nak mcj i u sorok fon u kat mane ntah u cakap sampai u jatuhh and u patah kaki ??
i'm so sorry sayanggg .. :'(
tapi u kate .. it's not your fault .. you never blame me for anything :'D
tapi sume tu still sebab i ! :'D .. sebab i u tak boleh tarining basket for a few month :'(


u engad lagi takk u pena cakapp ..
honestly .. kalau bolehh .. my first love would be my last ..
 u engadd kan ??
sayanggg .. kite still boleh betulkan benda niee :'D
cube laa eahh ! give a try  :"D


u sekarangg da bolehh main gitarr kann ??
congrats b :'D
tapi sayangg .. i tak sempat nak dengar :')
u main la kan untukk gerlfriend baru u tuhh ^^


u pena cakap .. u tak suke kalau i marah u ..
u kate .. i tak suke laa kalau u marah i .. rase down gile :(
sorry sayangg . sebab selalu buat u down .. :')
i memangg tak gune ! hahahh :D


i engad lagi .. u penah cakap ..
that would be nice .. u better be  .. cuz i want u to be the last one that iam gonna fall in love with :D . aminn ..
tapi artue i stalker fb u ..
insyaallah .. this would be the last one .. aminn .. 
u da cakap camtu untuk gurl baru u .. sedihh sanggatt :')
tapi takpe laa ..
i pena denga orang cakap ..


if you love some one .. try to let it go ..
if it come back .. mean it's yours .. :'D


really really and sangad sangad harap statement tu betul ! :'D




hahhhhh ..
nothing to say b .. :')
that's all ..
if u bace pown .. i tau u takkan bace sampai habiss ..
it's ok :')
kalau laa ..
kalauuu laaa kann ..
esokk i matii .. wahhhh :D
u take care tauuu :D
jangan penah lupekan i :D
study betul betul ! i tauu u kan pandaii .. :D
i wish you all the best ..
and hope u success in your life :)




act .. ape yg i cakap kat atas atas tuu ..
i harapp u balikk kat i balikk .
tapi lepas bace satu blog perempuan yang da takde nie (al-fatihah)
i jadi pk untuk just let you go :)

ok . i tak sure lagi niehh ..
kadang kadang i nie berubah ubahh -,-
anyway ...
nie blog i yg paling panjangggggggg -,-
khas untuk u .. and khas for those yg tak paham kenape aku TERASE sangadd bile zul da takde ~ bukanlahh takde yang tu ! eii korangg nieh -,-

hmmm ..

choyy . rendu gile ! T_T
i still love you tauu sayangggg <3 :')
thanx ema for this photo :'D






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